Two Sticks Tonight
(08 August 2012,3:20 - 3:32 am)
 
save me, i am becoming indignant to love.
save my soul, from solitary apathy.
i have become what i dread - i am damaged. 
i am hoping all is not lost as yet.

you thawed me when i though i was frigid as ice.
you make me feel so emotional that i want to cry.
i make myself miserable whenever i want to be with you.
but these miseries are the sweetest treat i always look forward to.

i do not want you to be burdened by my sad plight.
but this person is truly dependent on your love to survive.
by myself, i have lost all passion to pursue any interest.
yet, a simple thought of you seems to change all that.

could you check into this empty chest cavity?
it used to hold something that beats for things i hold dear to my life
but now i feel its empty and hallowed; 
no more melancholic rhythm that i cannot predict.

you could be my hope.
i am hoping you will reconsider.
this empty soul used to have a heart,
this heart used to beat and laugh with a soul.
that person is lost somewhere...
i need someone who could care.

Farewell, Tree

(28 December 2012, 10:47-48 pm)

They eventually killed the tree.

I will always remember its pleasantly fragrant yellow little 
flowers that gets blown by the wind.

Now its gone.

It's now all in the past.

Strung Tight
(30 August 2012, 11:18-11:22 am)

You have me by my collar.

Your wicked ways are such delight to me!

I never cease to lose worship in you,

You are my master, I am your willing slave.

Don't make me scream for your love.

I might be consumed by wrath.

There is nothing good in excess.

I am as good as any reaction you can get.

Let me be it for you.

I want to keep you by my side.

You might as well take my body too,

For my heart, and soul is already with you.

I don't want to be free.

Play your stronghold on me.

Make me your favorite pastime,

Any time spent with you is fervid bliss.